Memories

Time loses meaning, with passing days Have fleeting memories Held within the black void I could see The smiling yellow lock that held me in place I hold onto those thoughts Not with a dear glimmer, But with a painful sorrow For it’s a throbbing bruise that stayed. But it’s a memory that time Slowly […]

Memes and Audience

By some sheer circumstance, my hastily-made image trended a couple days ago. I always figured a lot of people were going to like it. During the height of this meme’s fame, there hasn’t been a visual representation of the raid, albeit of what the attendees are actually going to look like. I wanted to bring […]

2019 Video Games (so far)

I channeled my inner Fat Thor from Avengers: Endgame so I can play a bunch of video games for hours on end. To be real though, I have been analyzing each game’s strengths and weaknesses. I also look to its design to see how it managed to grab a player’s attention (or lose it forever). […]

2019 Movies (so far)

Throughout the year, I watched a ton of movies thanks to Moviepass and Atom Ticket discounts. As some of you might know, I wrote movie reviews for CSULB’s Daily 49er a couple years ago, so I thought might as well give my impressions on what I’ve seen so far. Since I watched these movies some […]

Perspective

The last bastion of Garry’s Mod comics had gone out like a candle. When I want to put myself into perspective, I re-read Mythos’ reasoning for ending the Gmod comic-centered site and how parts of its old community members came together for one last hurrah. At this point, I am officially the last veteran comic […]

I post a lot in Reddit almost every single day. For the past couple years, I upped my effort per post by making embedded links and typing way more than I should. After posting in Facepunch forums for more than a decade, I found Reddit to be better. In FP, my username and avatar make […]

Constructing each protagonist in Servers

Posted in Tumblr on June 10, 2017. We all have our reasons to fight, to keep living, and to pursue our own goals. For the Bravos, it’s no different. Many of their self-interests are mainly inspired from what I experienced in my life. These interests clash into what makes the Bravo team into a group […]

Making comics

Posted in Tumblr on June 18, 2016. Some parts of this blog will be different if you’re not into Garry’s Mod comics but you’re interested in learning the process. It doesn’t necessarily need to be about Garry’s Mod comics at all. Writing An idea usually pops in my head when I want to think of […]

Constructing the Servers world

Posted in Tumblr on May 30, 2017. Edited some parts in June 24, 2019. For 13 years, Servers’ world has been built up from a simplistic story about three people in a training camp, to a multi-virtual world of gamers. That world became larger with Team Fortress 2 Originals and We ‘R’ Mercs joining the ranks […]

Death of a community

Facepunch forums, the official discussion board for Facepunch Studio’s games, recently shut down after 15 years. When I was 11 in February 2005, I created an account there and posted almost every single day. When I was 25 in August 2018, I deleted my account due to self-growth and to make a change in my […]